Transitionary Times

Ever since my master’s defense at the end of April, I admit that I’ve felt the stress of transition. Where will I live? What work will I do? Which direction do I take next? It’s tempting to feel lost in a sea of emotion. Unfortunately, I’ve allowed myself to be completely carried away on the waves! On the positive side, I have a couple of really good friends who have been patient with me and who have gently (or not so gently) prodded me in the right direction…toward stability instead of away from it.

As many of you know, I’m still working as a Spanish instructor, but at a different college. It’s so nice to continue doing the same job that I’ve been doing for the past two years. In the midst of so many other changes, at least that provides some continuity. I’m not entirely convinced that being a Spanish instructor is my “calling” but it is definitely a light-hearted job that I’m good at! :) I’m currently teaching First-Year Conversational Spanish, and next term I’m scheduled to teach First-Year Spanish (1st & 2nd term) and Second-Year Spanish (2nd term). Actually, teaching those classes is dependent on having enough students sign up, so pray for lots of interest in my classes! It may take some time for me to build up a group of student “fans” but once I have a following, it should be easier to get other students to sign up.

Outside of work I’m dedicating myself to my hobbies, including my music, art and poetry. I’m going to start volunteering as well, but I’m not sure where yet. I’m excited about our new little home since we’re definitely living in the middle of a community and not just an impersonal complex. I’m so glad that I took my time with the search, even though it was stressful, and didn’t apply until I felt that I had found the right place. I can’t express how awful it was to visit so many apartment complexes that show no true understanding of community. Maybe that is symptomatic of our society these days, which often seems fractured. We have met many of our neighbors, and we wave to each other as we come and go. That’s so important to me now that I’m not living and working on a college campus. My Spanish skills are definitely useful around here as the area is very diverse!

Well, I guess that’s the best update I can give for now! Those of you who know me already know that I can be a sporadic blogger, so thanks for being patient!

GRADUATION!

On Saturday, along with some 4,000 others, I joined Oregon State University’s class of 2009!  My whole family (except for ONE), along with many good friends, came to cheer us on. It meant a lot to have them all here together, even with how complicated it could be to coordinate so many people!

Family1

Here’s one half of our crew up in the stands. Some people look more serious than others, hahaha! I think this is when they were waiting for us to show up. The graduates were out in each of the two quads forming lines and being told DON’T MOVE OR EVERYONE WILL GET THE WRONG DIPLOMA!!!  It was very entertaining. I was M.A. student number one so finding my place in line was easy. I just followed the professor who got a degree in hydrology in New Zealand and therefore was wearing a crazy cape and three-point cap that really stood out from the rest!

My friend Suzanne who graduated with me has pictures of that process which I’ll post once I get some copies. Once they got us lined up, we started the procession up to the stadium. It took us about 30 minutes to arrive. I’m glad I wore tennis shoes! In fact, the girl standing in line behind me had the exact same shoes as me, brand name, colors and all. This was the first time all of us M.A. students had been in the same place at the same time, so we were having a blast getting to know each other!  I recommend that future classes take the initiative to do this before the day of graduation. ;)

In the meantime, university media folks were shooting video and projecting it up onto the big screen of the stadium so that those on the inside could watch us following the bagpipes up the street. We entered through the football player ramp, so the other master’s degree students and I were all joking that it would be awesome if they had a big paper sign for us to run through! We were disappointed that no one had thought of that sooner. ;)

Colorful HatsFrom way down in front, I had some trouble finding my family up in the sea of people. Luckily, I was carrying my cell phone, and my little sister texted me their approximate location. That, combined with Grandma and Grandpa’s colorful hats and Dad waving at me, was all it took.  We couldn’t do much conversing from far away. Grandpa called for a few minutes. I admit I was texting a bit during the ceremony. The first few speeches were boring and generic, so I think most of us were dozing off!  Luckily, the main speaker was worth the wait. Jen-Hsun Huang, the founder of visual computing company Nvidia, gave us three wishes: 1) Love our work, 2) Embrace failure and 3) I can’t actually remember, but he shared a funny story which was probably related: “I ended up with the best lab partner a socially awkward guy could end up with – a girl. I’ve been married to her for 24 years.”  I assume his third wish was that we remember that we’re part of a community.

Other than the main speaker, the ceremony overall was fairly generic. The biggest surprise to me was that they DIDN’T read our names! They read through the Ph.D. candidates’ names, which makes sense, but they just conferred the master’s and bachelor’s degrees on the rest of us as a group and had us come up in lines to pick up our diploma. It felt like some kind of assembly line, and I admit that I was disappointed. Some people said that it makes sense not to read the names since there are so many students, but from my perspective, it just goes to show what has been confirmed over and over to me during my time at Oregon State. That is, they care more about their administrators that they do about their students’ education. If they had cut out all but the first of the poorly planned, generic *yawn* speeches at the beginning, they could have read all of our names quickly, and the ceremony would have been more personal.

Suzanne and MeAfter the ceremony, my friends, family and I found each other in the plaza in front of the stadium. Here are Suzanne and I, happy the process is finally over and showing off those diplomas!!

We only stayed in the plaza a short time, greeting and congratulating everyone, then my family drove off as quickly as possible to find some food! We made it to American Dream Pizza just in time to beat the crowds. Our original plan was to visit the coast, but instead we took about an hour break for naps and other activities, and then we met up at Avery Park to enjoy the sunshine and each other’s company. It was very relaxing and a nice way to spend the afternoon.

Mom, Dad and I literally took some time to “smell the roses” in Avery Park’s beautiful rose garden. This park is one of my favorite places near Oregon State. It is so beautiful!

Peachy Roses White Roses

Dad

Mom in archway

Be Back Soon

Tomorrow is my graduation ceremony, and my family is in town, so I won’t be writing again until Monday, but I’ll be able to put up pictures, so it’s worth the wait!

Poesia/Poetry: Federico Garcia Lorca

Here is a poem I love by Federico Garcia Lorca (1898-1936, Spain).

Los ojos

En los ojos se abren
infinitos senderos.
Son dos encrucijadas
de la sombra.

The Eyes

In the eyes are opened
infinite paths.
They are two crossroads
of shadow.

Personality Quiz

I took this personality quiz, and the results were funny (but I think fairly accurate), so I’m posting them on here for my friends and family to enjoy.

See my Personality Profile

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Openness 89%
Conscientiousness 28%
Extraversion 49%
Agreeableness 79%
Neuroticism 50%

Here is the gist of it:

“You seem to describe yourself as someone who is far more intellectually curious and sensitive to beauty than most. You might say that your beliefs are individualistic and frequently drift towards the unconventional, and that you enjoy your imagination and the exciting places it takes you!”

“You seem to describe yourself as someone who is impulsive and whimsical, and fine with it! From your responses it appears that you would say that sometimes decisions need to be made quickly, and that you make them quicker than most! You would say you are zany, colourful, and just generally great fun to be with… as long as someone isn’t relying on you to get some work done.”

“You seem to describe yourself as someone who prefers low-key social occasions, with a few close friends. You might say that it’s not that you are afraid of large parties; they’re just not that fun for you.”

“You seem to describe yourself as someone who people get along with easily. Your responses suggest that you would say you are considerate and friendly, and think that other people are generally honest and decent.”

“You seem to describe yourself as someone who is generally calm. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who can feel emotional or stressed out by some experiences, however your feelings tend to be warranted by the situation.”

My top three ideal college majors: Photography, Art, Anthropology

Discurso de Tom Regan: Los derechos de los animales

Esta es una traduccion de un discurso de Tom Regan sobre los derechos de los animales. Se me hizo muy interesante el video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADhNch30Img). Una persona dejo un comentario pidiendo la informacion en espanol, y parece que YouTube no permite mas de un cierto numero de letras y mensajes de una sola persona, asi que me gustaria compartir esta informacion aqui. Esta es mi traduccion, asi que no es perfecta. Si encuentran un error grave, por favor, no temen de corregirme.

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Tom Regan

“Los seres humanos comen, usan para ciencia, cazan, entrapan y explotan de varias maneras los animales, y esos animales tienen el derecho a una vida suya, la cual tiene importancia para ellos aparte de su utilidad para nosotros. No solamente estan en el mundo sino que tambien estan conscientes de ese mundo y de todo lo que les pasa. Lo que les pasa les importa. Cada uno tiene una vida que puede ser bueno o malo. Tanto como nosotros, tienen una presencia psicologica en este mundo.

Tanto como nosotros, son “alguien” y no “algo.” De esta manera fundamental, los animales no humanos que se encuentran en ranchos y en laboratorios, por ejemplo, son iguales a los seres humanos. Asi es que las eticas que guian nuestro trato con ellos y entre si debe tener muchos de los mismos principios morales fundamentales. A su nivel mas profundo, una etica humana culta esta basada en el valor de la independecia del individuo.

El hecho de tratar a seres humanos de una manera que no respeta su valor independiente, el hecho de reducirlos al estatus de herramientas o modelos o productos, por ejemplo, significa una violacion de eso, el derecho humano mas basico, el derecho de ser respetado. La filosofia de los defensores de los derechos de los animales demanda nada mas que el logico sea respetado para cualquier argumento que explica de un modo plausible el valor independiente de los seres humanos implica que los animales tienen el mismo valor y que lo tienen de igual manera. Como resultado de la representacion selectiva de los medios de comunicacion en el pasado, (esta reunion es una excepcion), el publico en general ha tenido la tendencia de considerar a los activistas pro-animales bajo terminos muy negativos. Anti-intelectual, anti-ciencia, anti-racional, anti-humano, que nos identificamos en contra de la justicia y para la violencia. La verdad es todo lo contrario.

La filosofia de los activistas pro-animales esta en el lado de la razon. No es racional discriminar arbitrariamente, y la discriminacion en contra de los animales no humanos es arbitraria. No es correcto tratar a los seres humanos mas debiles, especialmente a los que faltan la inteligencia humana normal, como herramientas o modelos, por ejemplo. Entonces, no puede ser racional tratar a otros animales como si fueran herramientas, modelos y otras cosas por el estilo si su psicologia es tan rica como o mas rica que la nuestra. La filosofia de los activistas pro-animales es tambien pro-ciencia y no anti-ciencia. Esta filosofia tiene respeto por nuestra mejor ciencia en general y de la biologia evolucionaria en particular. Este ultimo ensena, en las palabras de Darwin, “que los seres humanos son diferentes de los animales en cuanto a grado y no clase.”

Es obvio que los animales usados en laboratorios, criados como comida, cazados por placer o atrapados con fines lucrativos son nuestros parientes psicologicos. Esta no es una fantasia. Es un hecho apoyado por nuestra mejor ciencia. La filosofia de los activistas pro-animales se identifica CON y no en contra de la justicia. No debemos violar los derechos de los pocos para que la mayoria recibe beneficio – la esclavitud, el labor infantil, unas instituciones sociales son asi, pero la filosofia de los activistas pro-animales no lo es. Su principio mas importante es la justicia. La filosofia de los activistas pro-animales se identifica con la paz y en contra de la violencia. La demanda fundamental de esta filosofia es tratar a los seres humanos y otros animales con respeto. Asi es que esta filosofia es una filosofia de la paz, pero de un paz que extiende mas alla de las fronteras de nuestro especie. Hay una guerra no declarada que se esta haciendo en contra de millones de animales no humanos. Para realmente identificarnos con la paz tenemos que ponernos en contra de la explotacion inexorable de ellos.

Y que mas, ademas de las distorciones de los medios de comunicacion, dicen los oponentes de los derechos de los animales? Sera la objecion que estamos comparando los humanos con los animales cuando en realidad los humanos son muy diferentes? Claro que no lo somos. Al decir que los humanos y los animales son iguales, no estamos diciendo que los perros y los gatos pueden hacer el calculus, o que los cerdos y las vacas disfrutan la poesia. Lo que si estamos diciendo es que, tanto como los seres humanos, muchos otros animales tienen su propio bienestar espiritual. De este manera, si somos iguales, y de esta manera, a pesar de nuestras diferencias, nosotros y ellos somos iguales. Sera la objecion que cada ser humano y que cada animal tiene los mismo derechos, que las gallinas tienen el derecho de votar, y que los cerdos tienen el derecho a lecciones de ballet? Claro que no estamos diciendo eso. Lo que estamos diciendo es que los animales y los seres humanos comparten un derecho basico, el derecho de ser tratado con respeto.

Sera la objecion que como los animales no respetan nuestros derechos, que nosotros no tenemos ninguna obligacion para respetar sus derechos? Pero hay muchos seres humanos que tienen derechos aunque no pueden respetar los derechos de otros, como los ninos, los debiles mentales, en este caso no decimos que esta bien tratarles como herramientas o modelos o productos simplemente porque no respetan nuestros derechos. Al contrario, reconocemos que tenemos la obligacion de tratarles con respeto. Lo que es cierto para estos casos de seres humanos tambien no es menos cierto en casos que tratan de otros animales.

Sera la objecion que aunque otros animales tienen derechos, existen otros problemas mas importantes que requieren nuestra atencion? El hambre en el mundo? El abuso de los ninos? El apartheid? Las drogas? La violencia en contra de la mujer? El sufrimiento de la gente sin casa? Despues de resolucionar estos problemas, entonces podemos preocuparnos de los derechos de los animales. Esta objecion no cayo en el blanco. El movimiento pro-animal esta compuesto de personas quienes se enfocan en el servicio al ser humano – los doctores, las enfermeras, y otros profesionales de la salud, gente involucrada en un ambito amplio de servicios sociales, de terapeutas que especializan en la violacion, abuso de ninos y hambre o la discriminacion, maestros de todos los niveles del sistema educativo, pastores, curas, rabinos – sus vidas demuestras que no es una cosa de escoger entre o ayudar a los seres humanos o ayudar a otros animales. Uno puede ayudar los dos. Debemos hacer las dos cosas.

Para concluir, sera la objecion que nadie tiene derechos, ni el ser humano, ni cualquier otro animal, sino que lo correcto y lo incorrecto tienen que ver con cual nos llevara a las mejores consequencias, tomando en cuenta los intereses de todos, contandolos de una manera igual? Esta filosofia moral – el utilitarianismo – tiene una historia larga y venerable. Hombre y mujeres influyentes del pasado y en el presente estan entre sus adherentes. Sin embargo es una filosofia moral que esta en la bancarrota. En serio vamos a informarnos acerca de los interestes del violador antes de declarar que la violacion es moralmente incorrecto? Debemos preguntarle al pederasta de sus intereses antes de condenar el acosto sexual de nuestros hijos? Increiblemente, el utilitarianismo consistente demanda que hagamos estas preguntas, y asi renuncia a cualquier derecho de determinar la filosofia de los activistas pro-animales.

Es la filosofia de los activistas pro-animales racional, imparcial, basada en la ciencia, apoyando la paz y en contra de la justicia? A todas estas preguntas, la respuesta es un SI sin condiciones. En cuanto a las objeciones hechas en contra de esta filosofia, es posible que los que aceptan esta filosofia ofrezcan respuestas racionales y bien informadas? Otra vez, la respuesta es si. En una batalla de ideas, los activistas pro-animales ganan, y sus criticos pierden. Queda por verse cual lado saldra como el ganador en la batalla politica en curso entre lo que es justo y lo que no es justo.

Gracias.

Quinoa Special :)

So, today I tried a new recipe, and I liked out how it turned out, so I thought I’d throw it out there. Don’t expect instructions that a gourmet chef would give since that’s not how I cook, but here’s the basics:

Ingredients (for 2 people):

1 c. quinoa (rinsed), 3/4 can yellow corn, 1 medium jalapeno, 1/4 – 1/2c green onion, 3 cloves of garlic, salt (to taste; 1-2 tsp), 2c vegetable broth, one lime

Instructions:

1. Cook the jalapeno, onion and garlic in a saucepan for a few minutes on medium heat.

2. Add the quinoa, salt and a little olive oil and cook for a little over five minutes on medium-high heat.

3. Add the vegetable broth (hot) and let it simmer for about 10 mins uncovered. Then, cover it for 10-15 mins more, until most of the liquid has been absorbed or evaporated. :)

4. Add corn and squeeze lime juice over the top. Let the corn heat through.

5. Eat and enjoy.

There you have it. Yes, I have weird taste, and my taste buds are like steel, so if you’re not a “red face and steam out the ears” lover, then you might want to limit the jalapeno. (I burned half of my taste buds off in Mexico.) I think it would taste good with a sweet red pepper, too.

Gina Weighs In: Veganism

“I’m vegan.”

“Oh! Are you taking vitamin supplements for B12?”

“Yes.”

“Oh, good.”

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I think it’s kind of ironic that many people respond to my statement with nutritional advice. :)   This conversation happened because someone offered me cheese, and instead of just saying, “No, thank you,” I mentioned that I’ve become vegan. Why the nutrition-based response? I think a lot of people mistakenly believe that the vegan lifestyle is all about being healthy, but actually, it’s much more focused on the sanctity of life. I think there are also a lot of myths out there about vegetarians and vegans not being able to get enough protein, among many other nutritional concerns.

What is ironic about this kind of response is that the Standard American Diet is unhealthy for humans, animals and the environment. So, when someone responds to my alternative choice with a nutritional concern, I’m a bit perplexed.

Food for thought.

Expressing Opinions

A request in light of my recent post.

I’m expressing opinions on here as I think of them. I’m still figuring things out, and I enjoy hearing your opinions because they help me think through mine more in-depth.

In an attempt to have a conversation, please express your opinions as completely as possible when you leave comments so that I (and other readers) can understand your point. Otherwise, it comes across as just an attack, which isn’t constructive.

Thanks.

I Would Never Get an Abortion, but I’m Pro-Choice

I would never get an abortion, and I’m glad that it’s my choice.

I have a big heart for children, as many of my friends and family know. If you don’t want yours, I know that there are families who would love him or her and care for your child as their own. I would like to adopt a child or children when I have a stable job and home for them in the future. (Just don’t blame me if it takes five years for the U.S. foster care/adoption system to finish the legal process.) I believe a fetus is a human being. I’m not going to get into an argument about WHEN that happens. Life is precious. I practice that belief in all aspects of my life. Because of this, I don’t believe that I will ever get an abortion.

So, why am I Pro-Choice?

For many years, I have studied cross-cultural understanding, and the most important lesson that I have learned from it is to respect other people’s points of view. The moral laws of most of the world’s religions are different, and some differences are so pronounced that finding a middle ground is daunting. Maybe not impossible, but daunting nonetheless. For a person with a Christian worldview to share the same morals as a person with a hard-science worldview is a big leap!

The U.S. prides itself on being a place where many cultures come together. Our shared value is that of diversity, even though we still struggle with present and historical racism and other forms of discrimination. When it comes to an issue like abortion, there are many values in conflict. Some of these values include:

  • Defining Life
  • Gender Roles
  • Motherhood/Fatherhood
  • Women’s Rights/Rights of the Unborn
  • …and more.

We have an obligation to investigate the many viewpoints that exist around us because only through understanding those viewpoints can we have a conversation. How can we find common ground if we will not listen?

By listening, I have learned the following:

  • Both Pro-Life and Pro-Choice advocates are compassionate human beings. Their compassion is simply directed differently. (There have been individuals on both sides who have used violence to make their point, which I do not support.)
  • Both Pro-Life and Pro-Choice advocates feel strongly about their positions, and may get angry when confronted by someone who cannot see their point of view. As such, I have heard some very hurtful remarks made from both sides.
  • In the end, I think both groups want to find a way to support LIFE. Is there a middle ground? I’m still trying to figure that out.

I believe that if we are to reduce the total number of abortions, then the following steps must be taken:

1. Provide comprehensive sex education to teens which fights myths about conception (i.e. “You can’t get pregnant the first time you have sex.”),  explains the many ways to practice safe sex, and instills confidence in all youth to only have sex when they’re ready and with a complete understanding of how their bodies work.

2. Provide free/reduced cost birth control to the public and universal prenatal care for women.

3. Improve the self-esteem of young women by boycotting magazines, musicians, t.v. programs and other sources which continue to objectify women as a ploy to make money.

4. Men – We NEED you to make sure other guys know that violence against women is completely unacceptable. Stand up for the women in your life!

5. Protect pregnant moms from dangerous legislation that puts them in prison (look up Idaho’s latest legislation…).

6. Fight to reform the foster care/adoption process in a way that is beneficial for all involved.

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Obviously, these are some BIG goals, and we must choose to what extent we’re willing to advocate for each one, but I’m convinced that the final result will be desirable for both women who would never get an abortion and those who would consider it, without taking away women’s right to make their own decision.

Awaiting your thoughts…